What is wrong with me?? I just feel so empty today. In fact it seems like lately if I'm not in pain I don't feel anything. I just don't get it. I mean I feel like an empty shell lately. I guess that that is not totally true I do feel more than pain. I am happy with my family. I absolutely love my husband and he does make me happy as do my kids and the rest of my family. But even when I add those emotions I still feel as if I am full of a lot of emptiness...I guess it is all just something that is really hard to explain (unless of course you have been through infertility or something similar).
My intention was to come on here and explain what exactly is affecting my infertility and maybe give some useful sites for anyone else who suffers from the same thing in hopes that maybe I can help them out in some way. But this whole weekend I had a headache and was pretty much miserable. Now today I am really down and out and not feeling one hundred percent either. So I guess you could say I am just feeling too sorry for myself to even attempt to go into it all. Hopefully I will feel better another day and can do that! I mean I will do it...
I guess that is all for now, I am just so empty today that I don't even know what to talk about.
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