Am I weird??

OK so this next week I will be going to my parents house for a full week with the two kids for Vacation Bible School. It is a little over 3 hour drive from here one way. This will be the first trip I have taken over night little alone for 7 days with the two kids without my wonderful husband, since well, I don't think I have EVER taken a trip with the two kids and no husband. In fact I think I have only went without him a few times since we have had Aby. So in almost 8 years, I have been away from his overnight so few times that I could could them on both hands, probably on one hand!! Is that sad?? And then to top it off, I am really sad about it. In fact when I think about it, it makes me wanna cry. Seriously! Is that weird?? I could guarantee that we will talk at least every night probably more and I will still miss him like CRAZY!!! It is going to be the LONGEST week of my life!